Bleeding Tears, Lonely Nights

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Insignificance

Bleeding Tears, Lonely Nights
By Through Hollow Eyes
Written by:Jonne Lyonne Seah(guess who)

The Minute, Those bloody tears
That hour, his open wound
That day, he was bleeding dry
The moment, those memories

When all will finally say
They waited a lifetime

A perfect tragedy
With a tragic ending
Till death do us part
He told her these last words
Ringing through her nights
His voice fades away
I love you he said
She'll never forget(She'll never forget)

And now shes all alone
He fades through the flames
His body incinerate
His heart still remain

When all will finally say
They waited a lifetime

A perfect tragedy
With a tragic ending
Till death do us part
He told her these last words
Ringing through her nights
His voice fades away
I love you he said
She'll never forget

A perfect tragedy
With a tragic ending
Till death do us part
(She'll never forget)He told her these last words
Ringing through her nights
His voice fades away
I love you he said
She'll never forget

Hmmn... well... firstly... i got to set you guys straight... The song up there?... none of it really happened... its a kind of story I made up... think you can tell what kind of story from the lyrics??... As I was writing... the main thing I was thinking about was erm... endings... happy or sad... perhaps the whole story up there was actually a happy ending... twist it around a little... it could possibly have ended worse... much worse... so in comparison... it's like... a happy ending... when I was done... I kinda imagined how it would feel to end like that... And its kinda Happy and sad at the same time... He'd be happy... because he would know how she felt for him as he left this world... and well.. sometimes one may feel he/she could fulfill more dead than alive... It is kinda selfish though... The person dies... and everyone close to the person mourns and cries and suffers... The Person is selfish because he would rather let them suffer than he himself suffer... In that sense... I guess I am VERY selfish... Oh well... I keep telling people... Its actually possible for an event to occur that would make a person completely lose his/her ability to feel happy... and in exchange for this... they would gain an amazing new ability to act... Think its true though... more of a curse than a gift... And there would usually be only one thing which can break that curse... sounds like some RPG game... or some corny medievil tale or something like that right?...

hmmn... Lifes like that...

Thoughts

I always feel insignificant... sometimes... no matter how I try... I can never influence anyone to do anything... never able to make a difference... usually...

I've always felt like I could predict the future to a certain extent... or perhaps the outcomes to some actions are too obvious that I catch them immediately... For certain people I try to change it... but no matter how I try it almost never works... then I get the chance to tell them... "I told u so" but instead I kinda feel like beating myself up...

Guess thats the inspiration for my new email... insignificantpuppet@hotmail.com

Once again... and I guess its kinda getting sickening to read about... I still think about her... sometimes... Shes the thing I think about the very most...

I really love to whine... don't I?...

1:11 a.m. - 2006-12-01

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