Bleeding Tears, Lonely Nights

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fuck the world

hmmn... been thinking alot more about alot of stuff around these days...
"mainstreaming"
"people"
"trust"
"betrayal"
"narcissism"
well... i've come to a conclusion which can explain the "fuck the world" attitude which i've been having recently... well.. ok.. not so recently... say abt... starting date:december 15th... heh... my birthday... found out how screwed up a person can get... and still tht person can screw others over... those who noe... well.. you noe... those who don't... don't ask... I'm just damn pissed... at the people who screwed that person up... and also at the person themself... or rather people themselves... seeing as how I'm actually pissed at people who are like them... well... guess that would explain.. why its "fuck the world"... the world damn world is made of people like that... me being one of them I guess... i admit that... thats why its "fuck the world" and not "fuck everyone else in the world"... oh well... suicidal won't cut it... because I'm not intending to kill myself... in truth... its all a wishing for that damn happy ending that never seems to come... I just can't help wondering... what kinda ending will I have... oh well... if I did... well.. it won't be as fun... hmmn... well.. this is all I wanna say... and for once... this is everything I think... for real... no lies no pretense in here... the pretending is what you see elsewhere...



fuck the world cause its made of liars
fuck the world because everyone screws everyone else over
fuck the world because of everything we do
fuck the world because this is only what we have done to ourselves....

11:46 p.m. - 2006-07-16

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